hello!

i updated on the group blog, but then i decided to remove the entry, just incase u all got a notification but there was actually nothing on the blogl.. hmm..

I HATE ATHLETICS CARNIVALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THEY GO ALL DAY!!!!!! THEY SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyways...

exams are finally over!!!! *breathes sigh of relief* and now all i have to do is wait for my results!!! ... actually... i think that doing the exams are less scary than waiting in class for your papers to be handed back to u. gahhh... *dies* if i don't meet the student rec qualifications for this lot of exams, im going to... i dont noe... make myself run about 20 times around centennial park nonstop. i actually STUDIED for these exams!!!! a lot!!!

well, i went to see the da vinci code on friday wif mandii and jj and jt, and im gonna disagree wif jj and wot she sed on her blog... if you're an absolute die hard fan, dont go and see it... hmm... yes, now im a film critic. ^^

*dies* anyhow... i have to go now and eat some reese's that my wonderful american cousin brought over for me......

*hugz hugz hugz* luv ya! baibai!

hello everyone!!! ^^

well, my trip to the middle of nowhere was... well, it was... ummm.... *coughshittycough*...  good. hmm... *looks out of window* i ran the battery down on my iPod... so now i have to wait 2000000 years for it to charge agen. hmph... i read five books in two days. i had nothing else to do. i did a couple of school certificate practise papers, but... as soon as i finished one book, i chucked it somewhere and picked up another one. and so on and so forth. _ _"

now, on to more exciting stuff like..

ICE SKATING!!!!

umm... jj... "help help im drowning!"???!?!?! wth... when u see someone DROWN in an ice skating rink, u tell me. and i will laugh. ^^ but thanks for the rest of your... superhelpful suggestions. ehehehe...

well, sadly, there isn't much to tell. the only thing that happened was me and sylbi chasing him around the rink a couple of times. =(  but oh well...

...

IM SUCH AN IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY CAN'T I JUST... i dunno... DROP SOME MORE HINTS OR SOMETHING?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

i had like, a 1.5hour counselling session with haeran (i luv u!!!!^^), and she was basically like, "stop being so unconfident!!!! get a grip!!! just go and talk to him, dammit!!!! no-one's gonna notice!!! you're the only one being paranoid, u idiot!!! gah...><" except... haeran didnt put it so bluntly. But i noe that that's actually true.

IM SUCH A SCAREDY CAT AND I HATE ITTT!!! it would also help if i was prettier, cos then i wouldn't be so worried about embarassing him or anything. but whatever. not my fault. ><

and also (yes, im just spilling my guts here. sorry guys, but... i have nowhere else to vent it!!!!! ><"""""""") i SWEAR this is more than one of my usual obsessions!!!!!!!!! i can see you all laughing over there, but i swear, it's true!!! it's kind of... different from when i was obsessed with jacky and stuff. cos i never really felt the need to get to KNOW jacky at all. i was just happy like, looking at him and laughing at his jokes. but now i really want to get to know... him (im scared of even typing his name down incase he somehow reads it!!! ><) but im too... worried about everything!!! what if i go up and start talking to him, but he doesn't really respond at all? it would be so awkward!!! and i would die. XD

and the thing is... he went out with that modelling person... *cries* yes, i just had to kick myself while i was down, didn't i... ? anyways... SEE WHAT I'D HAVE TO BE TO EVEN GET HIS ATTENTION??? a model. like that's ever gonna happen. i'm about 500 pounds away from being a model. but whatever... i could be one of those un-skinny models. liv tyler's sister is one of those. i read it in a magazine once. ehehehe, just a bit of trivia. ^^ anyways... i will stop ranting on now, and save you all from your eye rolling. yes, i can see it. <o>  <o>

hmm.. wel... apart from all of the above...

holidays have been so nice and relaxing... im gonna die when i get back to school... our midterms are in week 4 or something equally horrible... but before i start worrying about that.. still one more week of blissful laziness... *sigh*

oh, and i saw jj and oli and karin and ppl todaii at bondi... i just kinda turned up... ehehehehe... and now jj has my jacket!!! the SES one that everyone bought me in my welcome home washing basket. ehehehehe... i wanted to buy so much stuff at cotton on.. i wish i had more than $20 in my wallet... *sigh* anyways...

i will go now and... do some exercise on my brand new exercise ball that my aunt got me for easter!!! i've been wanting one for aaaages... and now i have one!!! not that i do THAT much actual exercise on it.. i mainly just see how long i can kneel on it before i fall off. ^^;; but.. it could still be a form of exercise if you did it for an hour or something!!! ehehehe... hmm.. well,

*hugz hugz hugz* luv ya!!!! baibaiz!

hello!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hmm...

to the tune of: because of u, by kelly clarkson:

we will not make the same mistakes as last year... we will not let ourselves cause our coaches such misery... we will not lose... the way we did when u weren't there... we learned the hard way, and now we row super faaaaast..

because of u, we always row that little bit harder... because of u we learned to take the pain despite how much it hurt... because of u we row and row with two and bow and three and stroke togetha... because of u... we'd row forever....

the power drops, the rate is down, we're not gonna get there... we cannot cry, because we know you're there on the sidelines... we've gotta row... the race is on, a squeeze, punch and a drive. our crew couldn't possibly lose, if u were just there to cheer us....

cos when you're there, our hearts just beat that little bit faster.... cos when you're there our muscles work and pump until they nearli burst... cos when you're there, i can see the line and it's code red and we're gonna make it... cos when you're there... our times are better...

you watched us die, u saw me cry every day before head.... i was so weak, u pulled us through when we had nothing... so come to head, show us u care, u noe u want to... come wear some brown some yellow too, and cheer for HIIIIIGGGHHHH...

so if u come, we'll start to realise it was all worth it... cos if u come, we'll show pymble how to win, without being mennnn,.... so make the trek, it's not that far, u won't regret anything... come cheer us on, we'll do u proud, come join the crowd... because of u, cheering on the side, we'll row harder... it's all for u.... we'll win head.... all for uuuuuuuuuu.... come to heaaaaaaddddddd...

that;s our rowing song!! after we did it in assembly last friday, everyone was just like, "we're so happy that we do rowing!!!" hehehehehehe...

hmm... well, this is just to keep a record, but we now have a group bloggy!!!! its very exciting. and it's all pretty with profiles and stuff on it. bwahahahahahahahaha... and its my turn to blog next week.. but it will have to be after...

CHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so excited!!!!!! everyone says that it's so much fun, and i can't wait to go!!! cos apparently, well... u noe how we always lose to the stupid private schools? well, CHS is 2 days of races for public schools onli. and apparently all of the public schools we race against row like crap, and we win everything by like, 100 meters. i talked to david san about it, and he sed that his crew always goes pretty hard on the first bit, and then halfway through they drop the rating to TWENTY, and they're still ahead by 100 meters. which is kind of scary. and i can't row at a twenty rating. it's too slow!!!!!!!!! ><" anyways... it's gonna be so cool winning for once... *sigh* :D hmm...

but before CHS, there's head of the river! boys is on saturday, and girls is on sunday. im going to both, cos my dad signed up to help wif the scots ppl... OMG, i've told heaps of ppl about this, but i have to say it agen cos its so unbelievable. okay, u noe how rowers have to wear zooties? (der...) they're like, $50 apiece. and scots, every year for head of the river, buys NEW ZOOTIES for EVERY SINGLE ROWER to wear for ONE DAY. so that they look good. but WHO THE HELL'S GONNA NOTICE if they're wearing new freakin zooties or not? hmph... waste of money... they should donate all their new zootie money to us so that we could buy new boats. when scots buys new boats, they just chuck their old ones in a dumpster. O_O if they donated them to us, we could just scratch off the name, and put our little yellow and brown stripes on it!!! i bet u we'd always place if we were in a private school boat... *sigh*... or maybe not... but its a good theory...

anyways... JENNYYA AND AMANDII ARE STAYING AT MY HOUSE ON SATURDAY NITE!!! cos they're gonna come and support us at head of the river on sunday!!! *hugz* i luv u!!!!!! we're hoping to get in the top four, if not place at head. our coach says we've had a realli good season, and we should show that by racing a realli good race. not that we're gonna beat loreto or anything... stupid loreto... *shoots holes in the bottom of loreto's boats*...

but the thing is, in the worst case scenario, we'd still beat north sydney. =) bwahahahahahahahaha... anyhows...

i just have to add another quarter of a page or so to my background info for my SRP, and then i will be DONE!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!! NO MORE SRP AFTER THAT!!!!! STUPID SRP!!! *stomps on srp handbook of essential skills*

hmm... well, moving on...

IT WAS BNUZIBS BDAY TODAY!!!!! *HUG* HAPPY BDAY, BNUZIB!!! BNUZIB IS NOW FIFTEEN!!!! *pats bnuzib on head* hehehehehehe... we luv u!!!!! <3 hehehehehehehehe...

wish me luck for head!!!

*hugz hugz hugz* luv ya! baibaiz!!!

hi hi hi

okay, so i didnt write a lot about camp. =( i must've been distracted by all the SBHS senior rowers wif armmuscles bigger than my head. anyways.

okay... more details...

um... do i need to go into details about the activities... uh... well... ropes was the best thing ever! but we went on the stupid lakes course, and apparently the other course was one metre higher! AND it had a flying fox at the end!!! hmph.

and... what did i do after that...? oh yeah. we went to the BEACH!!!! yay!!! and we just sat in the sand and let the waves come and knock us over. eh heh heh...

and then we had archery. `i will not say anything else about archery, except that IT SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!! hate archery.... *grrrr...*

and... after that, there was abseiling!!!!!! which was kind of fun, but when you first started, you were distracted by the fact that you actually were walking backwards off of a cliff with just a rope attatching u to your harness. and then, you were distracted by the fact that there was a huge DIP in the middle of the cliff, and u had no idea where to put your feet. and THEN you were distracted by the fact that you had banged your elbow/leg/head into the cliff, and that you were too busy worrying about whether it was actually bleeding or not to pay attention to anything else. so by the time you reached the bottom, you realised that you hadn't actually had time to have a lot of fun. it was over too soon, i think... anyways...

and then... ummm.... there was kayaking!!!!!!! I <3 KAYAKING!!!!!!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHA! i went in a double with phuong, and yes... it was funnnnn!!! and we didnt get swapped out to go in a stupid canoe once!!! which was good. I think rebecca singer was gonna ask me to swap with her, but i guess i must've been glaring at her in a way that said "if you swap me out , i will come and hunt you down", because she didnt. hehehehehe... anyways...

oh yeh, on the... first night there, we had a TRIVIA NITE!!!! and we WON, thanks to the wonderful wendy san!!!!!!!!!!!!! *hug* we won mint slice cookie things, and TIM TAMS!!!!!!!!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! i want timtams now... hmm... lets think about something else... hmmm... anyways... wendi san knew the answers to the most obscure questions ever, and we were all just like, O_O oooh..... i mean, she knew that some cricket persons average thing was 99.94, and she knew the first australian somebody to win whatever at somethingorother. i think i managed to answer ONE question in the whole thing, which was a question about winnie the pooh. eheheheheheehehehehehehehe...

on the second nite, we played games, and did stunt thingies. there was this one stunt, where it was a competition to see who could run the furthest while screaming. it was really, really funny to watch, cos when like, 5 ppl did it together, it looked like they were running away from something really scary, like in the movies. hehehehe...

and OMG, there was this game, where you had to hit someone on the leg with a foam stick, and they had to chase you and try and hit you back before you got to their seat, but there was a CATFIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!! this one girl hit another girl, but then the first girl fell over, and the SECOND girl like, jumped on her and started kicking her and stuff. it was kind of funny, cos they were like, trying to kick eachother, and pull eachothers hair, and whatnot. >< ehehehehehehehehehe...

anyways... and then we went home. and i was sad, because i had to do an english essay on satire, which sucks. hmmm...

anyways... long entry... hehehehehehehehehehehehehe...

oh, before i go, i would like to inform everyone that we had to do a 2km erg today. it sucked. cos i got to 1000 metres, and i was like, "yay, im done!" but then i remembered that it was actually a 2km erg, and i was onlly halfway!!!!!! >_> anyways... hehehehehehhe... that was my update about camp!!!!!

*hugz hugz hugz* luv ya! baibai!

hello hello hellooooo...!

well, this week was very exciting because... WE HAD CAMP!!! yes, it was ridiculously early in the year, but whatever. (you're meant to have camp later in the year when you're seriously stressed out. that way, you appreciate the break more.  =D). anyways...

it was really funn!!!! we did ropes, went to the beach, archery, kayaking, and abseiling. and ate lots of food. bwahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha... i <3 high ropes! they're the best thing ever! anyways...

we ended up getting a cabin for 10, which was good, cos we didnt have to split. im not going to go into what we had to do to go from 11 ppl down to 10, because it's kind of depressing. yes, i feel really bad about it now. *sniff* just to let u guys know, im still gonna talk to her and everything. =)

ANYWAYS.

umm.... well, apart from camp, not much happened. cos camp went for 3 days. and in the 2 days of school before that, everyone was just waiting for camp to come. so thats not very interesting. oh yeah,... we didnt get to sleep both nites until 1:30am. and when i got back, i just flopped on my bed and fell asleep. at like, 5:00 in the afternoon. and i slept til seven, at which time i dragged myself off to eat, and then i watched tv til 10:30. which was a serious mistake, cos i had rowing today, and we rowed to HOMEBUSH. (emily san, we start off at gladesville, and it took one and a half hours to get to frickin homebush. and then we had to row all the way back! >.>) i nearly died. IT TAKES SO LONG TO GET TO HOMEBUSH!!!!!!!!!!!!! *dies* but, the only good thing it, all the boys boat sheds are along that way(SBHS included), and so u get to have a good look at all the guys with arm muscles bigger than my head on the pretence of "looking at their excellent technique". well, maybe their muscles arent quite as big as my head. cos that would look realli bad. hmm... but guess who i didnt see rowing today? *sits down on a rock and cries* i swear, we passed like, 6 boats from SBHS, some of them were quads and fours, and some were eights, and not one of those stupid boats, i repeat, not ONE of those stupid boats held u noe who(voldemort. muahahahahaahhaa...nah, jks.). i was very sad.

hmmm.... well....

i am currently trying to write a stupid paper on satire, and how it is used in that "best in show movie" about freaky ppl who love their dogs too much. i hate satire!!!!!!!! almost as much as i hate srp's and 7 minute ergs!!!!! but i made a mind map with all this stuff on it. im so proud, i've never bothered to make a mind map before. hehehehehehehehehe... well anyways...

i will go and finish the accursed paper now... and then i will go and eat some food. bwahahahahaha....(wow, it seems that all i do is eat. all the time. oh well. food is good. ^^) so yes...

*hugz hugz hugz* luv ya!!!!! baibai!

HELLO EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay, well, im going to update while i have the chance, cos at school, my blog does not come up. its seriously retarded. and i should change my header. its not christmas anymore. >.>

anyways

today was the oh-so-brilliant-and-amazingly-fun swimming carnival. cant u just SEE the sarcasm dripping off of those words? *drip... drip... drip*

the only good thing about it was that everyone in our group was there, so we all got to hang out together for the whole time, and we ate nice food. oh, and the fact that joleney jt and i went in a race. i came last, but it was naisu and refreshing. ^^

but after the swimming carnival, we went to capitol to take STICKA FOTOS! we had to split up cos the group was too big for one machine, and jj and jt and lily and i went in this one, and they turned out kinda bad... jt's face is semi-covered with crap in a couple of them, and one of my eyes is covered with a stupid teddybear ear in another one. and we had a time limit, and we were all panicking and we didnt get to choose the right fotos to print. =( oh well...

anyways...

oh yeah! it was valentines day on... um... was it... tuesday? yes, tuesday. and cos no-one in our group has a guy to send us a rose(except for one especially loved person ^^), we drew names out of a hat and sent roses to eachother. ^^ and on valentines day, the especially loved person made up a valentines poem! and it made me laugh. hehehe... it goes as so:

roses are red

violets are blue

this line doesnt rhyme

and neither does this one.

i walked to my bus stop laughing really hard, and everyone thought i was really crazy. cos its really not that funny, but it is. if you get what i mean. ^^ and i went to the movies with the parental unit that nite, and we saw walk the line, which was better than i thought it would be. and there were all these couples there, and the cinema for casanova was probably jam packed(it opened on valentines day), and it was kind of depressing. oh well... whatever. >.>

aaaand...  hmm... CAMP IS COMING UP REALLY SOON!!! AND THE CABINS HOLD 14 PEOPLE SO EVERYONE WILL BE ABLE TO FIT INTO ONE CABIN FOR ONCE!!!!!!!!! WOOOT!!! its gonna be so fun!

anyways..

juss wanna say that i miss u guyz bak in america!!! that was really random, but i really do!!!! and you really really really have to come and visit!!! really really really soon!!! all of u! *glares* bwahahahahaha...

*hugz hugz hugz hugz hugz* luv ya!!!!!!!!!!!! baibai!

HI EVERYONE!!!!!!!!

im finally updating! even if not many other people are... aside from emily san.... ellens last entry is titled "im in china". or something like that. hmph... anyways.

i am now safely bak in australia suffering in school. we have CAREERS ADVICE this year, and it is the most POINTLESS class ever. we did nothing for the first 20 minutes, and then we took some gay survey that consisted of questions like "what is your favorite song?" and "how do you react to reality television?" and i was like, i dont think that my favorite song is going to greatly affect my career path. anyways...

i also had... boat camp after i got back from america!!!! which was five days of pure exercise and waking up at 5:20 in the morning. SO MUCH ROWING! it was fun when it rained though, which was every day except the last one, when it was really REALLY hot. but after all that work, i ended up gaining a kilo. which sucked. hmph.

anyways...

i think im going to quit chamber orchestra... im not sure yet, but i cant do rowing AND orchestra. i mean, we have ergs at 7:00am on thursdays, and chamber starts at 7:30. a coach doesnt arrive til about 7:10, and by the time we do our ergs (last week we did THREE SEVEN MINUTE RACING PIECES. I NEARLY DIED XD). but anyways... by the time i do all that and then shower, i've missed half of chamber anyway... and compared to orchestra at SHS, it really isnt that much fun anyways... i'll have to talk to my mum about it... hmmmmm....

well, to everyone in america, i really miss u, but if i dont see u this year, next year, or the year after that, i will see u when i come bak to go to the U of R. bwahahahahahahahahaha... yes, i wanna go the the U of R. wheeeeeeee!!! anyways, gtg, bell rang...

*hugz hugz hugz* luv ya! baibai!!!

hello ppl....

well, today is probably gonna be my last update from america for a while, unless they have internet stations in the airport... hmm... anyways... *tear* im so sad to be leaving!!! its realli screwed up. its like i REALLI REALLI REALLI wanna stay, but i dont, cos i wanna go back to aussieland, but i dont, and... well, u get the general idea...

anyways, i snuck into SHS today for the last time to go to symphony orchestra 1st period.. and it was great. i mean, one of the things i missed alot from SHS was orchestra... *sniff*... it was a lot of fun, but i totalli sucked at playing the violin... havent played in months! i should realli get back to it soon... hmm... anyways, the pieces we played were kinda fast, and there were a whole bunch of accidentals in this one piece, and i kept screwing up my chromatic scale... oh well... =(

and we played lucas's symphony song thing! yes, u know that one i told u about? yeah, well, it's a freakin awesome piece. and im not just saying that cos lucas himself wrote it. its really well written... and he's gonna publish it. and when he does, i am going to buy it. bwahahahahahahahahahahahaha... ^^

it was nice to see ms. sutliff again! she hasnt changed at all... which is a good thing.

and i got to see u, emily! and lilu! even if it was a kind of hi-*hug*-bye thing... it was good to talk to u! I'M GONNA MISS U!!!!!!!!!!!!!

obviously i saw bean and elizabeth, cos they're both in symphony... AND IM GONNA MISS U BOTH TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (im gonna be missing a whole lot of people when i get home... its not fun! it makes me sad. ='(

I dunno when im gonna be back... *sniff* maybe sometime next year... if u guyz r gonna get 2 weeks off for christmas vacation this year, let me know!

aaaaaack... im gonna go now so that i dont just keep rambling on about how im gonna miss everyone to death and all that... so... wait, i gotta say it again...:

IT WAS SO GREAT TO SEE U ALL AGAIN AND IM GONNA MISS U SO MUCH!!!!! and u'd better miss me too, cos if you dont, next time i see u, i'll... i'll.... probably burst into tears and say how much i <3 u all. ^^;;

anyways... *HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG*

luv ya! *sniff* ppl in aussieland, i'll see u realli soon! ^^ *MORE HUGS!* baibai!

hello, everyone!

i just wanted to tell you all that i am going to applebees today! i <3 applebees. and i want you to know that i am going to order an oriental chicken wrap. bwahahahahahahaha.... anyways.

IM GOING INTO SHS ON WEDNESDAY FOR FIRST PERIOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TO PLAY WITH SYMPHONY ORCHESTRA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (which could be kind of a disaster, cos i havent touched my violin in like, 3 months, cos my stupid violin teacher is currently in germany or something.). and of course, i will be able to see beanbutt and elizabeth before i leave, and that's always a good thing. and speaking of good things and orchestra, i will be able to take one last (hopefully long) look at the person who is lucas. dammit, i am SO not crushing on him agen... hmm.... moving right along here...

I HAVE TO GO TO BOAT CAMP ON TUESDAY!!!! aAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!! i am SO freakin unfit i am going to DIE. apparently they make you like, erg for 20 minutes really hard, and then tell you to go for a 5 minute sprint up a hill. okay, well, sorry, but i will be doing no sprinting up hills after killing myself doing an erg, thank you very much, boat camp people. im sure it's gonna be heaps of fun, but.... well... i guess im gonna die having fun... XD u all have to come to my funeral!!! and throw pretty flowers on my coffin!!!

anyways... i get back to aussieland on saturday, i plan to go to church on sunday(gak... i'll manage... i mean, there is the possibility of seeing a certain someone, right?) and i have to go to boat loading on monday, and then i have camp on tuesday!

oh yeah, and anybody in aussieland who actualli comes to read my blog, PLEASE tell me that we dont go back to school until the 30th... PLEASE tell me that we dont go back on the 23rd... aaaaack... cos if we go back on the 23rd, there's hardly any time to actually have fun! gaahahhhhhhhhhhh... anyways...

emily san, im sorry i didnt get to see u in the vacation!!!  >.<"  *a billion hugs* maybe i'll see u in the summer...  hmmmm... wellllllllllllllllllllllll.......

*hugz hugz hugz* luv ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! baibai!

HIII!!

OMG I AM SORRYYYYY!!! have not updated for AAAGES, cos... well... im an idiot. cos i went onto blogdrive a couple days ago, and the little log in box didnt come up, and it just kept not loading, but then just TODAY, i realised that the log in box as moved down, so that you have to scroll down to see it.  anyways... enough about my stupidity.

I WENT SKIING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!! I <3 SKIING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT WAs FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!! cos I <3 SKIING!!!!!!! i met up wif bean and corinne at bristol, and it was so fun!!! the snow was great, the conditions were great, and everything was great!!!! yayyyy!!!! i <3 bristol! its so fun! Oh, bean, after you guys left, i decided to be insane and go down this black diamond, and i got to the top, and i was like, holllly crap, its reeeeaaaalli steep... i must've been insane last year... cos last year i was all like, "BLACK DIAMONDS!! WOOOOOOOOOT!" but i forced myself to go down, and i guess it wasnt so bad. and then i decided to be even more insane, and i went down comet. which, funnily enough, wasnt as bad as the black diamond! they should really check their ratings... hmm...

and.... i saw memoirs of a geisha twice!!! and that was fun too. its realli good... i think the main character is realli pretty. and the little girl in it is SOO CUTE!!! >< i wanted to hug her!!!

aaaaaand.... uh....... glad you found my blog, lilu! ^^

aand... umm... im leaving this thursday!!!! and im so sad!!! cos i dunno when im gonna be coming back!! and im gonna miss everyone here!! ='(   im hoping maybe i'll be back in june/july... or if not, the june/july after that, or if not, maybe i'll get to come for graduation...? oh wait... i'll be in the middle of year 12 then... stressing over the HSC... but maybe i'll come anyway! ='(

well, uh... other than that... uh... um... well, there probably IS other stuff, but i just cant remember at the moment, cos im preoccupied by the fact that a whole month has nearly gone by already! hmm... and then i'll be back on that accursed plane, flying the long, acccursed trip back to aussieland... which, by the way, is not accursed... i cant wait to see everyone!...hehehehehehhe... OMG! i just remembered a story! from when i was flying from aussieland to here! did i tell you about christiandude? well, if i did, im retelling it, cos i found it seriously disturbing.

THE STORY OF CHRISTIANDUDE--- as told by me.

okay, so i was sitting on the plane next to some random little kid sitting across the aisle from the rest of his family, and i was separated from my mum(i dunno where she was sitting. it was kinda far away.). and i dont remember the kids name, but whatever. it doesnt matter. anyway, he started talking to me(he was like, 7), and then all of a sudden, he was like, "do you want to read my bible?" and he hauls out a mini copy of the new testament from his bag! and i was all," no, thanks, i dont want to read your bible... thanks anyway...". and he put it away. and then 2 minutes later he goes "well, do you want to read my prayer book?" and he hauls out some kids prayer book. and i was like, "no, i do not want to read your prayer book now... maybe later, okay?" (as if i was going to read his prayer book.) and then he asked if he could listen to my discman, cos i was picking out a CD from my case, and this was before i got a Nano for christmas..(OH YEAH! I GO AN IPOD NANO FOR CHRISTMAS!!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!). and i was like, "sure... what do you want to listen to...?" and he said "well, im onli allowed to listen to christian music... so dont let my father see me listening to UNCHRISTIAN MUSIC!" and he was all excited about breaking the rules and being a rebel and not listening to christian music. so i let him look through my cd's, and he came across the "shut up" single. and he started like, giggling over it, like little kids do when they hear/read a swear word. and he was like, "can i listen to this one?" and looked over at is dad(who was asleep, btw) and pretended to be all like, sneaky or whatever. so after thirty seconds of the song, he was like, "Oh!!! THEY SAY "SHUT UP" IN THIS SONG!"

and this is getting boring, so i will do it in a different format... C stands for christian dude. anyways..

C: THEY SAY SHUT UP IN THIS SONG! *hahahahahahahahahahaha giggle*

me: no shyte, sherlock. the song is called shut up.

c: YOU SAID A SWEAR WORD!!!

me: shyte isnt a swear word. it isnt even a proper word.

c: oh.

c: do you believe in heaven?

me: yes...

c: do you believe in hell?

me; i guess so...

c: well, I DO, because I KNOW that some people conducted an experiment to find out if hell exists, and they drilled a hole down into the earth, and they stuck a themometer down too, and it was 2000 degrees down there, and they could hear people screaming. and then they edited out the screaming, and when they did, they could hear the devil talking. *nod nod nod*

me: ...

I SWEAR! HE WAS BRAINWASHED IN HIS CHRISTIANITY! it was scary. very scary. and disturbing! but whatever... just watch, i get to sit next to another brainwashed christian kid on the way back... hmmm...

well, i have to go and eat dinner now... (mmm... food...) so yes...

*hugz hugz hugz* luv ya! baibai!